Getting Blood Drawn

So this morning i had to go and get my blood drawn all by myself! Yes, I am an adult and should be capable of doing so on my own but i get so nervous! It`s this little needle that feels like little sharp teeth sucking your blood out. The thought makes me feel faint and sick to my stomach. I am glad and proud of myself that i got it done though! It is over and i did it all by myself!

Public Speaking Giggles.

So i just did a presentation for my astronomy class. I am usually so outgoing and not shy at all. When i got up to the front of the classroom i got the giggles, and could not stop laughing. It was the most horrfic thing! I had to really focus on something bad to get myself to stop laughing. It`s werid all the fears you can have.

Daddy

My Father is one of the most special people to me in the whole wide world. I know that sometimes he doesn`t think or feel how much i care and think of him, but i do. He carries himself with such a greatness. Hes tall,handsome and i can talk to him about anything, and when i say anything i mean it. He understands where i am coming from and gives great advice. He makes me feel like i have the power to do anything i set my mind to. He is my father, my daddy, my best friend. He will always be there for me and i know that! I can count on him no matter what. Hes there to give me a hug when i need it and the smell of his cologne makes me sigh with relief. I love my dad, always have, always will.

Happy

The weather is warm, im so happy with where my life is right now! Its such a great feeling to be happy, and everyone should beable to be as happy as i am now. Although i dont have any money in my pocket. I have people that love me, an amazing house to live in. I relize its the little things in life that count.

School is...

I never knew how hard college work would be. Whether i accidently miss an assignment or have trouble well i am doing it. I want to do the work more than anything, i mean after all your paying for your education. It is just sometimes very hard to handle the workload when you have so much other stuff going on. I think next semester I will be able to handle myself better and really get focaused. After all i did skip the 5th grade! :).

What does your favorite color mean?

So i`ve been into what things mean latley. My favorite color is yellow. I love the "springyness" to it. It is such a happy color. And this is what it means.


The shade of yellow determines the meaning. Pure, bright and sunny yellow is the easiest color to see. People who are blind to other colors can usually see yellow. Yellow is full of creative and intellectual energy. Always use yellow note pads.

Yellow symbolizes wisdom. Yellow means joy and happiness. People of high intellect favor yellow. Yellow daffodils are a symbol of unrequited love. Sunday's color is yellow-gold.

Yellow Energy
Like the energy of a bright sunny day, yellow brings clarity and awareness. The shade of yellow determines its effect: Yellow-green can mean deceit, and creates a disoriented feeling. Orange-yellow imparts a sense of establishment. Clean light yellow clears the mind, making it active and alert.

Put some yellow in your life when you want:

clarity for decision-making
relief from 'burnout', panic, nervousness, exhaustion
sharper memory and concentration skills
protection from lethargy and depression during dull weather

Feeling like a kid again

Do you ever feel like your growing up too fast? I do. With everything i have to do, have a job, tons of papers and assignments, wondering about bills,. I always have enjoyed the television show arthur. The ardvark show created by Marc Brown. It takes me back to when i was little and didnt have a care in the world. I just knew at 7am i could watch my show. I often enjoy sitting on the couch with a bowl of icecream watching this show. For the 30 minutes that I am watching Arthur, I have not a care in the world.

Lactose Intolerant

I just found out i am Lactose Intolerant. After having the worst stomach aches and feeling so nauseous after eating cheese or eggs. So i cannot eat any of that now. Which has cut out so much for me. I am also a vegetarian and don't eat meat, so now it is very hard to find healthy food to eat that is also enjoyable.

Warm Weather

So it has been a gorgeous weekend. I have been at the beach with my friends, and playing cornhole everyday. I love this weather. To feel the warm sun glistening upon your skin and the sound of laughter and food. It is Easter today and i am getting ready to cook up some yummy food with my mom. I am so thankful for life.